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Sunday, 18 June 2006
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I've given all I have to give Still haunted by one lonely sin And each day that passes by Is one more for me to regret All the misguided time thats been spent Doing things that were never meant If this is all thats left for me Then each day will feel like an eternity Although pain has numbed my heart cold The guilt is burned deeply into my soul Guilt for anytime I ever hurt you Guilt for things I have yet to do And guilt for the lies spun into truths I won't apologize for the things I can't Because I'm not sorry for who I am But I am sorry that you had to see The darker side of me...
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Wednesday, 14 June 2006
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Tell me why I can't close my eyes without seeing your face Been trying to move on, but I still vist that place I've told myself time and time again that I don't love you Figured if I said it enough times, the lie would become true At night my dreams haunt me, and they just won't quit And each day seems colder than the one before it I never thought I'd be faced with the remnants of a broken heart But my life's been full of questions since we've been apart I'm in too deep to go back, but I can't keep going ahead With every step I take, I remember something else you said I feel you, your essence, burning underneath my skin I'm knocking at your door, but your heart won't let me in I'm broken, and I'm barely getting through all of my days And I don't think I'll ever get back whats been taken away
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Monday, 05 June 2006
I've got deja vu, feels like we've been here before You're telling me everything my heart wants to hear Yet I'm standing here, ready to walk out the door It's not because I don't love you enough The problem is I love you too much You always tell me that you love me too But somehow the words aren't the same coming from you If I thought you loved me, I wouldn't want to leave I've waited for so long, and Lord knows I want to believe That your heart truly does call out for mine But we've played this game for the last time Because if you truly loved me from the very start Then you wouldn't keep breaking my heart Half of me wants to go, but the other wants to stay Half of me has been through enough, its given up But the other half wants to believe what you say Lord knows that I really want to be with you And you keep doing that thing that you do Where you have me going crazy when you're not here Then I'm on cloud nine whenever I have you near Who am I kidding? I can't begin to know what it takes To keep my mind from dreaming up your face I've been addicted since the first time we kissed I swear that I can still taste you on my lips Everyday I'll wait for those words I've been dying to hear Because I don't know where else to go from here
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Wednesday, 24 May 2006
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theres so much time to think things through so i immediately think about me and you things were moving too fast for me to understand and having you around always clouded my head you were the first thing i thought of in the morning you were the last thought as i lay in my bed ive had many stars up in my sky but you were my moon and my sunshine but all this time alone has let me see that you'll never fully give your heart to me even as i speak, i don't believe what im saying cause i always thought we'd be happily ever after the days i spent hoping, the nights i spent praying were all a waste, because you don't care i guess i was foolish to ever think you'd change to think your touch could ease my pain waiting for the day i could see you again but now this is the end...
remember me for the man i used to be the one who took you out and wrote you poems the one who you knew you could count on cause those days are long gone because ive given you every inch of me and it still wasnt enough to make you love me so save the laughs and good times for a rainy day as i finally gather up the strength to walk away take comfort in the memories that litter our past ill say goodbye to a future i thought we had
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